Is this for you from Jesus?
“Your boat is still there. Her sails are set, the wind is blowing. I say “YOUR” boat, as you have walked well, we have run together across the waves of My Father’s purpose for you and I together. You prepared your heart, kept clean while involved with the muck and mire of precious lives. But you are not at the wheel. Why did you leave your boat? Would I regard lightly your following over the years? She is still there. The swim out to her is not as far as you feel. In your floundering, don’t panic. Be calm and swim, breathing my loving kindness and compassion in and out and in and out. The sails are set. The Wind blows still.”